Natasha

Right now I’m dressed as a school girl, fucking the bottle cap of an empty 2L fizzy drink bottle that I’ve wedged between the cushion and frame of my sofa bed. The cap is sticking out and up.

I’m been riding it with my clit hood and clit, it’s not going in my vag (its too high for that anyway.)

I’m more or less ‘latched on’ to the bottle cap with my clit hood which is wrapped around the cap, which in itself feels fucking amazing, it’s like my clit hood is grasping the cap and unable to let go of it. This is helped by the fact that the bottle cap is a few inches higher than my hood (so I’m on one knee and knelt up with the other leg).

The feelings are fucking intense, I can’t even begin to describe them, especially as I was doing this most of yesterday too, so my hood and my clit are both deliciously sore as hell.

I’ve lost count of how many highs I’ve ridden (mind blowing intensity where I feel I should be cumming but I’m not), but no actual 'going over the top’ type orgasm yet.

Last night after I finished it I got in the shower, held my pussy apart and sprayed the head on my clit. I almost passed out from the amazing feelings, in fact after a few minutes of that I felt light headed and nauseous and had to stop. I may go do that again in a minute

It’s been five and half years since I’ve had a full on 'going over the top’ orgasm, but I keep getting the feelings starting doing the above. I feel I’m close, I mustn’t get frustrated or give up, I know it will come (pun intended)

In my quest for orgasm I fear I’ve become a deviant, but I really don’t give a damn.

Off to the shower… I’m so excited….